quikster, smoking weed among other things will not allow you to benefit from therapy. if you continue to smoke save yer money and not go. perhaps your drug use is more important than helping yourself with therapy and meds, which by the way, save yer money there too. the drug use doesn't allow the meds to do their work.
i know it sounds like i'm bustin' you but i'm not. been where you are now. maybe you need to suffer the consequences of your drug use to enlighten you to how much it's hurting you and hindering your mental wellness. i don't think you're ready or open to the harm you're doing. keep us posted. we're here to support your getting clean.
best of luck to you.