thanks madisgram!
Rapid cycling I had not heard of, the first thought when reading it then re reading my stuff, I'm like a child, how sad (lol?). Idk, I remember my bf told me one time abused women tend to get stuck in the age of abuse if it was young, ie talk like a child or age of abuse, and so on, perhaps this is a connection? I am not up on psychology like some, so I guess I shouldn't wonder.

Yeah, I think last night when chatting with my bf, which I posted on a different forum cuz it sort of confused me and pissed me off. Think he wants me to decide , I expressed what he was unaware of and told him: I signed up here on pc and thinking of therapy due to some dreams came back and I was distraught over them. Which we talked about these dreams, but he didn't know I had found pc due to searching for some help on understanding a meaning. I never posted the dreams due to I really don't want to talk about them but with my bf.

I felt turned on to be honest, like last week or about, give me support on the idea; then now I go forth and find info, get told only if you think its effecting your life..

Geez I'm sorry I got lost in thoughts.

Thank you again.

I'm thinking on making a mood book, I like the tracker on here but my phone doesn't show it... Or allow me to change it... I think that would be beneficial as well to take in to some one and talk about.

Yeah I don't always have such rapid mood swings, if you can believe I can be laid back at times... Lol

Thanks again, so much help. Idk if I will call today but I have the paper work here beside me....

Thanks so much, I feel better that if there is an article about the study I'm not alone.