Sounds overwhelming and very sad. If you were older and didn't need their financial support I'd say take yourself out of the situation as much as possible. Can you go away to college? You might want to.

Are you going to therapy? You might need that for coping skills right now. Also, you have to remember you have a disease that can make your perception of things a little skewed. I'm not saying they aren't being abusive...I'm just saying try to not make too much of it. Put up a boundary and tell yourself it's not my fault, they are just angry right now due to there own issues. Then so much doesn't and wont sink it.

Also so many of our parents don't understand or want to admit their kids have this disease because it's hereditary. Back in the day it wasn't acceptable to have a mental illness, people like us were locked up, never to be seen again. It might be scary and overwhelming for them, and it's coming out in anger. Find a good circle of support, like here, and maybe some outside friends that you can talk to, because it might not be your parents at the moment. Kinda sad I know....but it sounds like they have some things going on, and they are focusing on the negative, and not what to do to help you, and none of us need that.

Big hug. xoxoxoxoxxo