Hi Malady... yes, it was me way back then, that sensed the darkness "in" you. I had to put you on ignore this past year because there was no way for me to "reach" you through this venue.
I would entertain discussing this further with you in chat, again
Remember, part of every conspiracy is truth... just enough believeability to make you wonder and eventually even "subscribe" to the conspiracy. I didn't think you were old enough to be involved in the one you fear, though.