Be proud you took the first step and posted on here. Some days I have a hard time even reaching out in the forums, despite the fact that I know I'll get awesome feedback from some very understanding people.

Hopefully your T and pdoc can get you feeling better soon. I used to avoid old friends, even close friends, before. Anxiety meds and coping skills helped, also the belief that my friends really do care about me, and will be understanding about my problems. When we get depressed, its hard to think that anyone cares, but they do!