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Jul 22, 2011, 12:39 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2011
Posts: 3
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im sorry to hear that you continue to have symptoms. I was wondering myself how long this ptsd will last. nightmares, anxiety attacks and feelings of hopelessness, flashbacks and inability to concentrate. You see I found my only child, my 15 yr old son, with a gunshot to the head. he committed suicide. he was such a happy kid or he covered it up well cuz i didnt see any symptoms. i still feel guilty that i should have known. i miss him with all my heart and not a day goes by that i dont think of him and wish he were here. I need to get that last image of him out of my mind. there was blood everywhere and when i went to touch him to see if by chance he was still alive he was cold. i wanted to die right then and there. 
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