I do this very thing all the time! My luck with relationships is just awful! I'm very into self-discovery and I know I have a problem with commitment. I do pretty well with the intimacy part, but committing is tough for me.

No matter how I feel about someone, once they start confessing that they are in love with me or want more, I start to freak out and do something to cause a fight or a breakup. I'm terrible.

Hang in there. You are not alone.