I'm tired of always going out of my way to make her happy because I think It'll lead to her giving me more affection.

I'm tired of thinking that I I need affection from others in order to feel happy.

I'm tired of putting myself second in order to try and be loved.

I'm going to start being more self centered, not a jerk, but I'm just going to stop trying so hard.

She isn't going to stop loving me if I don't engulf her so much.

She isn't going to stop loving me if I start doing things for me.

I am important.

If anything, this new view on life, about myself will develop me more as a person.

She fell in love with me. Who I am. Before I became so needy and clingy and worried and so incredibly focused on getting attention, what I perceived as affection, from her.

I think it's time to develop the me that she fell in love with, and chose over every other guy out there.

Today, I'm going to start loving me.

Today, I'm going to start being happy with me, and recognize that I am important.

Today I'm going to know that I can focus on me, and that she'll still be there to love me.

That is all.