feary, I sincerely believe that there is something for everyone in this life. We all have days when we feel we don't, but then suddenly something comes along that changes our thoughts. It could be something as simple as giving a lost person directions, answering someone's question because we have some knowledge that could help them, or even just smiling at someone else who is having a tough day.

All little stuff that can eventually add up to realizing there is something for us in life. Hang in there. And gentle hugs.