I think I know what you are talking about. I feel like that all the time. Like one day I'm going to wake up and everything's going to be twisted and there are people bigger than us just playing with our emotions. Or like I think that this is all a dream and I'm going to wake up out of a coma or surgery. I guess sometimes we default on those feelings because we have in explainable emotions. I hope I helped (?)

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