I know it can be hard but if he keeps pushing you away maybe you need to distance yourself from him, for your own sake. It really hurts to be pushed away all the time and it can hurt your self esteem if you try harder to get close after that. It can make you feel like "what's wrong with me?" You are okay and lovable but you deserve someone who will love you back. Think about it, okay?

<font color=purple>Peace to you. CQ and the babies.</font color=purple>

<font color=green>"I am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all."
- Laura Ingalls Wilder
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