Thanks everyone for responding, everyone here seems really nice. I will try taking your advice and tallk to a school councler, the big thing holding me back from doing that is that the ones at my school have a bad rep for not being helpful at all. I have been trying to take notice what makes me want to cut and avoid that but it seems as soon as I get past one thing another shows up but I guess thats just how stuff works. I'll be sure to keep posting, and thanks again.