Hello, and welcome to the Forums
First I want to say that I am sorry to hear of your loss of your daughter, I am not a parent and have not lost any children, and I can only imagine the tremendous grief you must be going through.
I understand not feeling like doing anything, it is part of the depression and I am sure the added stress of your situation has alot to do with the extent of the depression. Is there any way that you can get a Therapist based on your income since loosing you insurance? This is a good place to start and there are alot of really helpful nice people here, many with children and families who can probubly help you more than I can. Just wanted you to know I hope things look up for you and say hello.
Take Care.

KRIS

"I'm Not Crazy I'm Just a Little Unwell"
If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!