Yea, I made it 24 hours, one day down, and I have something to show for it. A Safe me, and 2 pages of things to try and fix/improve.

I will say this, I'm not happy with who I am right now, and I will sometime be ready to fully be happy with me, but for now, I'll just try to make it another 24 hours. and take it an hour at a time. I think the thing that helped the most was reading "Energy Tapping" a book I highly recommend, for the 3 or 4 chapter, on identifying things that could mess with your energy in your body, I know I will continue, and it will get worse, before it gets better. (thanks to someone who said "it gets worse before it gets better") and PC is the one to help me, and a Teddy Bear.

mmmm... I think it's about time to sleep, and then wake up, some what less sleepy, and then do something relaxing, and then maybe, who knows what then.