<font color="#000088"> Thanks so much heartspace for your response. I'm trying my best to deal with things the best way I can. I spoke with my T a few times today as well as another T in our support group we go to. Right now I am just really tired of being so strong and making everyone else's life so much easier but yet here I am suffering because of it. I'm trying to take care of myself right now and it is so difficult. T and I talked a few moments ago and she is going to use extra gentle care with me right now. She has made agreements with alters that they will discuss the memories and stuff that they are flooding me with and I am not to be part of it. If they need to express it to someone or to tell someone that it has to be her because I am going on a downward spiral quickly. Thanks again for your supportive and understanding post. </font>