Dear SilverGriffin,

I have to agree with what HeartSpace has stated........................... YOU are NOT to blame!! (and) blaming yourself will put only serve to destroy you, from the inside out.
I know this for I am speaking from experience, from when I blamed myself for my only daughters death - for I was not there (home) when she got sick.... I was 10 states away trying to regain my mental sanity during a mental break down of my own.
I felt that if I was there then I could of spotted the tell tell signs that said: something was wrong, but I was not there and the people that had her that day waited to late to react, for they did not know.... hence her death.

I had to accept that even if I was home that she still would have died.... for God had already deemed that exact date & time as her moment to leave this world and to come home to Him.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -