@ Perna - Actually wonderful idea, I find sometimes, I do work and study helps more when I do that. Maybe this time I'll stick to it? Ah but I find my Bf more painful to be around when he is smoking, cause he goes all dopey. :P

@My3 - Yeah she does, the worst part is now she wants me to tell my Nerologist, and I hate that guy! And yeah sorry about that sometimes my aussies slang is a bit confusing.. but to keep you updated Gunji - Weed, Fags- Ciggerettes, Grog - Alchohol.

@ sunrise - Yeah, that is a good idea! Most of them esp bf besties ...etc will not mind doing that at all! brillient!

@sunna- I know! I have epilepsy, and because i smoke so much I cant even tell what it is doing too me, its hard when i get so bloody stoned i forget to take my meds. I know I need to stop, but everything is so difficult. I will try and do all the suggestions, and for the moment just keep cutting back and remember to take my meds!!! maybe finally get off the stuff. For good. So haard though when you have been living around and being with your whole life.