Haven't been on stage in nearly 15 years (theater)... The band I'm in just booked a few gigs - first one is 2 weeks from today. REALLY starting to panic!

I used to vomit before going on stage because I was so terrified of not remembering my lines... but would feel so relieved after the show if I didn't forget my lines. It's a high like no other to put on a good performance.

What if I hit the wrong notes? What if I start playing the wrong song at the wrong time!? Been practicing very hard, but still the thought makes my hands shake. I am considering taking a few of my b/f's panic meds... really don't know how to cope with this.