The voices... well... they are not just voices anymore.
Its a him, a guy... he is nearly invisible but he is there. He wants me to do things to hurt myself. I try so hard to get rid of him but I can't. Now that he is taking on a form, I am really afraid. He is so so evil. I am so afraid to talk to my T about him taking form. Is it my tault? Did I make him up? Is he an evil spirit or something? I don't know. I don't want to be told off for having him taking form. I think my T would be not happy about this, and somehow make me feel bad that I can't get rid of this crazed evil thing thats attatched to me. He says that she won't be able to help me anymore. He says I am too far under. maybe he is right... but maybe he isn't. I want him to be gone. He is trying to take me over. AAAAAHHH! This really sucks!
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