Good luck and just a thought -- maybe picking one specific area to work on at a time may give way to all being a success instead of working on alot of areas and possibly crashing on all from possibly trying to take on too much at one time. Going from total giving up to total wellness and happyness.... You got a hard road ahead here's to hoping upon hoping that you can do this but just in case if you find yourself start slipping know the healing process is usually three steps forward and two back and sometimes its two steps forward and three back. Its not that you are doing anything wrong when that happens it just means during those backward steps its time to lighten the load to give yourself a chance to catch up. (by the way no one is 100% happy ALL the time.) Hang in there. and again good luck.