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I am so sorry about the loss of your daughter. I could not imagine your pain

and I am so sorry.
You found a wonderful group to be here for you. I also wanted to mention that you should talk to your doctor and tell him/her how you are feeling. Are you on medications and/or therapy to help you cope? I would make an appointment with your doctor right away. You are under so much stress and there are ways to help you get on your feet hun.
Keep posting so we can offer you support and guidance.

Heather