Thanks Lee! I just feel bad that it took me over a year of blaming my bf for what I perceived as him being a jerk and distant. When really some of the blame should be mine. I went through a tough time this past week of being emotional all because I couldn`t handle what I wanted all along. It`s near impossible to admit my own mistakes but I`m glad I`m able to now. It`s essential to have a happy relationship. Thanks again for listening and encouraging me. Take care, peace.