[quote=kaliope;1949442]"what can be aggravating is that people do invite me places and i automatically say "no", come up with excuses why i cant go. i am just starting to notice that i do this".

i do the same thing if im asked to go some where i say no or i say i dnt no yt and den ignor them the 2nd time they ask. even though i dnt want to be on my own but when im around people i wish i had stayed at home. some times i jus get to panicky around social events or college. i feel like i need to escape.

i usually go to the shop at quiet times or when its dark to so less people will see me