I have become afraid of taking a shower in my house. It is a combination of it being too much of a bother and feeling afraid that someone will break into my house while I am in the shower.

I am also getting a little paranoid again, and starting to sleep more.

I think I need a med tweak. My pdoc is taking me off risperdone and I think that going to the lower dose a few weeks ago is causing this. It stinks because risperdone was working. My body just can't tolerate it. My prolactin levels are in the 120s. I don't think it was that high when I was nursing because I had periods when I was nursing. I haven't had a period since April which is about a month after I went on Risperdone.

Anyway I am mostly worried about the shower thing. I went two weeks without a shower and I finally told my mother about it and she offered her shower to me, so I got clean today.