God I am so sick of this crap. First off I go into the hospital for severe sui depression for the second time in four months and this time discharged worse than when I got there. Not to mention the absolutely horrible anxiety I am having that is completely interfering with my life and the things going on with family in town. All I want to do is crawl in bed and wait to go...I cant f'n take it anymore!!!!! I have partial this week but Im not so sure it going to be enough. I dont know what to do!?!?!?!?!?