What a night. It is bad enough that I am not sleeping well to begin with but then to throw in a nightmare or two just isn't fair. How's this dream for creepy?

I am with a couple of friends when a fight breaks out between us and I kill one of them. My other friend decides that I need to die for it so she tricks me back to her house by saying she is going to help me escape from the police. Her place is like an auto repair shop where she lives with her brother. She tries to get me into a car where she will trap me and kill me somehow (I don't remember the details here) and I shoot her. Her bother and his friends see this happens and come after me. I run out side, slide down an embankment to a river and am running along in the sand. As I run I flash back to all the people I have killed. Everyone I have ever come in close contact with has died because of me. I don't want to live with this burden anymore so I turn to face her brother and tell him to kill me. " I deserve to die please kill me." Now for some reason there is a bulldozer next the the river he climbs in and I stand there and wait for him to run me over. Well he can't. His friends are all around me, but none of them will kill me so I take my knife and and slit my wrists. As I bleed I tell him to get as far away from me as they can so that when I die whatever is in my doesn't get into them. The brother says he wants to see me die to make sure I am gone. I tell him to stay until I pass out then get away before I die. Then come back and burn me. I tell him this because I know I will not die...or should I say that I will come back. My only hope is if he burns me. I die, but am concious and he starts piling wood on top of me and his friends get gas and I burn. There is no pain. I watch them go, they are satisfied. I get up, charred and brittle and walk away knowing that I will be fine a little while.
Carrie