Thank you for your response!!!!
I am beginning to think it's a meds isssue. Last night I lost it and I just wanted to be left alone, I didn't want to see anyone, hear anyone speak or be touched by anyone so I went to my bedroom closet (it's actually the size of a d*mn kids room) and I laid down with a pillow and blanket in the dark and stillness of that room ad I just let it out. I cried, I screamed, I cried some more and MAY have thrown a couple of shoes around. I'm sureif I checked some of my heels are on top of my husbands sneakers but hey it helped me feel better right? Oh and maybe we will need to just a little bit fix a few minor spots on the closet wall were the end of long high heel hit the wall.....THREE times lol

But D*mn*it if I didn't feel better