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Old Jul 24, 2011, 07:16 AM
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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0 View Post
Its like i d0n't even kn0w myself anym0re... T is hilighting my defects,when i just want to be fixed,or atleast managed. Spent so many years c0nvincing the world i'm fine,only to have a strange lady point out that all i'm doing is holding it together. I kn0w this sounds wr0ng,but s0me nights i wish i could suffer a major episode so i can just CRACK ya kn0w?? I deceived even myself. How sad is that. Anyway, i'll st0p whining n0w... Thanks to all of you who have been there for me,your kindness is appreciated.

How long have you been with your T? It may be time to find someone more supportive - one should feel better after a therapist session, and not feel belittled. Your post has upset me because I can relate too well. I kept searching until I found someone - she was very helpful but after awhile I just didn't feel like talking anymore. I wanted to learn how to deal with things NOW, not what was in the past. Good luck to you.
Thanks for this!
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