I made a promise back in November not to Si even when things got really hard. This promise was made to my boyfriends who is now an ex as he went to Oz for 9 months. He comes back I still really like him, I'm not sure if we will get back together, but even if we don't I have let him down as I have broken the promise and SI. I feel really bad as I have broken a promise I always try not to break promise but I just found it really hard and now I don't know what to do.