Hi, I'm new to the forum. I've never actually been on one of these things. I have an 8th month old beautiful little girl and a boyfriend that I have been with for three years. Ever since being pregnant I have been unable to control myself. It's ruining my relationship and I literally think I am going crazy. I cry constantly and am either very pessimistic or overly optimistic. Half the time I really hate my life and the only thing keeping me going is my daughter. I am on a medication for postpardom, but am still having outrageous outbursts. Can anyone tell me what could possibly be wrong with me, or what I can do help-wise. I recently went to therapy and had a very bad experience with it and would prefer not to repeat it.