It's over and I don't know how to feel, we both have very busy work schedules. We never had time to ourselves there was always "something" one of us had to deal with "for work" when we were together. Today was the first time we had to see each other face to face in nearly 5 months. Over the last few months it was clear it will not work but today I felt when seeing him on the airport "I don't want to let him go" but the part of me "the emotionless part, the work part" took over and we ended it....like one more business transaction.............. nrrrr!

The sad part is I still love him if we just had more time for ourselves it could have worked..........