Thanks melissa I guess I have given up hope on getting better. One of the mhw's(mental health workers) told me that I have a very severe case of sui depression that they always see improvement in others when they are here for depression. In other words Im a hopeless case seeing as I kept getting worse. Funny how my dr can tell me im better but the mhw i worked with the most essentially told me i was the worst or one of anyway. Whatever do the partial and if things dont get better soon then i will go back inpatient as sickening as that sounds to me. Anyway going to my suport group today maybe that will help hopefully my anxiety doesnt skyrocket while there.