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Originally Posted by granite1
not so sure about the idea that i have gotten through all this.
in fact it scares the heck out of me.the idea of talking to my T openly or at all just doesnt feel right at all.it feels uncomfortable and scary.
like it isnt me saying these things.in fact i dont want it to be.
i dont know why it is like this it just is
.i guess it doesnt have to be perfet i just hope it really will just get a bit easier.
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I didn't say that you got through all of it. You found a way to get through this first part.
It is this way for you with your T because of your mother. You had a dysfunctional upbringing which left you unable to function in many areas and now you need to learn how to function.
I'm glad that you are realizing that it doesn't have to be perfect because it ain't going to be. Moving forward is messy and sloppy and anything but perfect. And this is totally okay!
It will get easier granite........