Desirae, I'm so sorry you're feeling so overwhelmed! I remember those days. I was also a very young mother.

Wish I could come give you a break. I love babies!!

You haven't totally lost your youth. There will come a time when you can recapture it. I did. But for now, you need a break to "recharge your batteries." See if your County agency doesn't have a program that provides relief to young, single mothers like you by providing child care, either in your home or at their facility. In my County, Child Protective Services provides this service.

Good luck, Sweety!