so, it's been awhile since i've seen the previous boyfriend i had, whom i have fallen in love with. i started dating another guy, and he's been a lot better to me than my ex had. the best way to describe my situation is if you listened to the song "Judas" by Lady Gaga. me and my ex started talking again, and no matter what i do i always think of him, and i'm trying so hard to avoid these feelings so i can be happy with my boyfriend but it's becoming difficult for me. i even moved out of the city to be with my boyfriend, but i'm really tempted to move back and go back to him. my ex is the ideal guy i want to be with, but my boyfriend tries really hard to make me happy..