I am trying to write for someone else right now, and it's difficult.

but i am hayes, and right now a part of me, larry, is feeling very out of control of things, and thinks people are trying to manipulate me, and abuse me. me, and another part. cesario, are trying to help him see that there is no danger here or anywhere, and that things are safe. he's having trouble trusting us, though.

we've been inside talking some things out slowly, but sometimes our words go unheard. like a vast distance appears inside for a little while and we can't talk to each other. then other times it's really easy to talk to each other.

-larry.