Hi all, I have had issues with an eating disorder for a long time. started at 12 years old with anorexia and than got well phsyically but emotionally i am still messed up. I suffer from anorexia/bullemia in a way that I am afraid to eat still and when I am anxious I throw up what i ate. I dont binge and than throw up. I am in the process of gettng help for this by counseling and nutriton therapy. and I am petrified I am going to get fatter by learning how to eat the right way. I am on prozac and risperodol and also Buspar and i dont seem to have many episodes as much but i am gaining weight and I dont know ifi it is from meds or what. I eat but not alot to think i am putting weight on. can someone help me!!!!!!! My husband wants nothing to do with my eating issues.