Skeeter89, I have tried the no medication way cause my family were not ok with me doing that and that God would heal me. I now know that God would want me to do what is best for me to be in a better place. I am no committed to making sure I will get the right meds and stay strong to stay on them. I also went through a Community Health program, here they have an intake location then they send you to one that is close to you. They also help with seeing what programs you can get help from. It is hard if you are the type of person to be independent, take charge of yourself. But you can use that strength to learn all you can on here and other resources to find the right steps to getting the help you need. It's a journey we all have to go through but you can do it.