Darkday, I really feel for you. My mother was always on me for things. I never did anything right, my hair, my shoes, the way I cleaned, my grades I can go on and on. I still live with her. I did however get through to my dad when he was alive. I explained how hurt I felt from my childhood. They were old fashing and my mom was the materialistic person. So I am not sure but will you let or will your parents go with you to pdoc appt or T sessions. It may help coming from a professional. Try to find a support group in your area to attend. You may find comfort there as well as here. Try as hard as possible to drown them out and remember you are a good person no matter what they may think of you, you are doing the best you can and make it apoint to educate yourself on your diagnosis, education really does help you on making life more managable. Everyone has life issues ours are just a little more difficult at times.