I have to agree with Desirae, I find myself being envious of those who do have the money to spend on things.

Even if I wanted to buy a new pair of shoes or a new outfit, right now I couldn't even afford it. My life is lived extremely simple. To me living extravagantly (for me anyways) is buying a weeks worth of Mountain Dew and a carton of smokes for the next 2 weeks!