If any of you have read my other threads I've been have LOTS of ups and downs. Mainly with the ups coming at night accompanied by really really bad anxiety!
But tonight , I just feel calm, smooth, chill, easy, like I'm going with the flow and it's nice. I haven't felt this nice, peaceful and at rest in over 2 weeks. I'm actually watching TV as I type which is not like me when in crisis.
I'm elated that I feel this good but I'm kinda scared, Why??........Is this possibly like a "calm before the storm" kind of thing????? Or should I just stop over analyzing everything and just go with it?

I also need to say a personal THANK YOU to Dragonfly2.....you were there for me in these forums and in pm's when no one else was sooooooo THANK YOU soooo very much. You have helped me through some rough nights!!