yup that happens sometimes with me and when it does for me it means something else is going on so I need to step back and find out why I am writing about it to begin with. I don't just out of the blue start writing about my SI. Its either related to my thoughts of alread feeling like I want to or because the subject came up during therapy. But the only time I feel the urge to cut during writing is when I have been thinking BEFORE writing and the writing made me aware that that thought was there stronger then usual and the reason behind that urge needs to be take care of.