I'm sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed. Much of what you are struggling with could be solved with the appropriate help. You should certainly look to see the extent of the help offered through your university. I'm not sure what sort of place you are looking to live in. Dorm? Appartment? The closer it gets to the beginning of term the fewer choices you will have. As difficult as it sounds, I would let the girlfriend situation ride right now. Universities are filled with opportunities to meet people and you'll have the fun and excitement of the first few weeks of school to keep you busy. There is a school and study issues forum that is good for support and info; I visit there sometimes. You might want to check it out.