((((((( Tryingtobeme! ))))))))
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Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
...just everything seems like such a big task.
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You're depressed and dealing with other issues. They ARE
big tasks.
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Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
I'm tired of feeling empty, used and like I'm not worth or not important to people who I thought are good people.
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Oh, there must be some stories there! (Don't feel pressured to share anything.)
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Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
...maybe if I was like other people I would fit in better. maybe they would like me better.
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Maybe...but how much damage might you do to your true Self in the process of becoming more like others?
The selfless, wonderful efforts you are investing in your son are beyond value. Unfortunately, some onlookers will not be able to appreciate what you are doing. I hope you can build the inner psychic "boundary strength" to be confident in yourself and be less stressed by perceived social expectations.
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mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.