Hi candy

I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time with your health, family and financial situation.

I can really relate. I myself si (cut) as well as starve myself for long periods of time when I don't cut. I don't like to see scars so I had decided about a year or so ago to just not eat.

It felt like a high to do so and I felt very "in control" to be able to do so.

I lost 60+ lbs and continue to do so.

At times I go through periods where I will eat a meal or two a day, but when stress hits or I'm angry or anxious I will "start" again.

I will cut down my intake and it consumes me. I feel like I'm in control, but then things get fuzzy and at some point the line does get crossed and I keep pushing it.

I get consumed by this.

When I'm depressed I sometimes used this unfortunately as well.

It's probably a good idea to talk to your T about it.

There is also a good site for some good information and an indepth quiz.

www.somethingfishy.org

If you ever need anything pm anytime.



Eva