I have not been feeling that great for about three weeks. I feels so stressed out.I feel like my head will explode. I have had issues with my oldest daughter, son has moved and I have surgery scheduled for Sept. 7th. I just wish I could cry but nothing comes out. Need some help from all of you!!!

addendun:my living situation is also not the best. I live in a senior community. It looks just beautiful on the outside but its a nsg. facility on the inside. Not everyone mind you but enough to cause me to be very depressed. The people constantly knock on my door for things or etc. I feel I have to leave everyday to get away. The apt. is 450 sq. feet so it is very small. I moved here for cheaper rent...went here three times to check it out and never saw the old people. Mind you I am not young. I am 67 but some of the people are old enough to be my parents. I kid you not. It is impossible to have a conversation with a lot of them. I try to go a lot to get away but I have that stupid walker and it can be a headache to go. Also my car has no a/c so its been too hot to go really... I am really so tired of this. I know I am prone to depression so I never know if its me talking or the depression talking. I just know some of the people here are too much to stand!! I have been here two years and four people were found dead on my floor and one woman was on the floor a month in her apt. two doors down before they found her body and the only reason they found it was that the hall was stinking!!!