I'm putting a trigger warning for the just to be safe.

I have a friend that I know is not good for me but she is the only one that stays around. She just doesn't leave and I thought maybe we would grow apart. Shes on a whole nother page of her life then I am. She has a baby and a boyfriend and somehow we are still friends. This is why I saw she isn't good for me is because I do things with her I normally wouldn't do like drinking. We drink and we sometimes thinking to get drunk. Not just to have some fun but to be drunk. I have never aloud myself to get drunk yet but who knows. Then for awhile I questioning who I was and what i was but theres just things I wouldn't be doing if I wasn't her friend but at the same time we have a good time. Most of my friends don't stay for awhile, they come and go as they please, which is fine but sometimes I just need a friend and the one I'm talking about seems to be there all the time.

What you all think? I hope this make sense. I could use some advice.

Thanks to everyone that reads this.