I have a lot going on right now a lot that has happened in my past that most people cant deal with.....I just want love and understanding but its hard when no one understands you...........I just want someone to listen to my problems and try to understand me...................I dont eat or sleep for real but Iv'e just kinda been around I have 4 beautiful kids and I want to be strong for them..........................I just want someone to listen and relate....