I was doing so well...

I was happy with my meds, and feeling fairly stable, and being able to be productive etc...and now I've crashed and starting to burn

There's been stuff going on at home, I have some other internal issues going on, have been treated like crap, am stressing out about work and school...and I realized tonight that I hadn't showered since Saturday, or maybe Friday (I honestly don't remember)...and I have to work in 8 hours and I'm still awake because I so desperately need to cry but can't really let it all out since I'm sharing a room with my younger sister and she's sleeping and I don't want to wake her.

I'm just so overwhelmed and feeling so low, and Thursday T can't come soon enough!