and I don't know what to feel. I've been waiting 2 months. I'm nervous I guess but also so depressed I'm kind of too tired to care. I hope she can for sure pin down what's wrong. It really looks like BP ii, T says my symptoms fit DSM criteria, but we'll see if pdoc agrees. Also the meds my primary doc put me on don't seem to be helping at all, maybe they're even making me worse. Just not doing well overall. I don't really know what to expect, just know it's supposed to take like an hour or so and she is supposed to figure out what's wrong and prescribe me something that will theoretically help and hopefully not make me worse. It's hard not to be cynical at this point, I've done everything T and primary doc have told me too and I just keep getting worse, I really do believe them now that something chemical is wrong.........